>>64149122Do you even know what love means?
I'm not a cuck either. I want to chase her, she's just so hard to get and I am not stupid enough when I lack in resource.
Do you have any idea how much that fucking sucks?
I have about £4,000 total to my name. That's not enough to be stupid. All I can do is keep taking care of myself with no end in sight.
What do normal people (i.e not Me) do? How do you go from being in love to at love? There must be a happy medium?
I know somebody is going to call me a schizo but this is the only way to process my thoughts/feelings sometimes. I hate being tormented. Sorry, for writing this shit. 