>>32951046I feel you, Anon. My trick to escape this is to stop supporting her. I did this by unfollowing her Twitter (I also remove her oshi mark on my bio), unsubscribing her YouTube account, and leaving her Discord channel. After that, I asked two questions myself:
1. Do my condition will worsen if I leave her?
2. Do something bad will happened to me if I miss her and anything related to her?
The answers to that questions (at least for me) are: 1. Only if you want to believe it; and 2. No, it doesn't. My struggle is easier because I'm busy with my thesis. But, it isn't impossible for everyone, including (you). It's called (((para)))social relationship, after all: It's a one-sided relationship and it's inferior to social relationship.