>>24459518It's probably not what you want to hear but work to be a more rounded person and accept her absence. During those times I came to accept they very real possibility that she wouldn't come back and that one day she'll be gone for good no matter what. Workout, learn something new, try other hobbies, spend time with friends and learn to love solitude. Hold tight to your love for her and treasure every minute but remember everything in life is transient.