>>50047318>I've never been with a girl I was attracted to.This is the kinda shit that is what unironically makes me thing I'm NGMI
Putting aside the fact that I don't lift and am the spitting image of a skinnyfat ameriburger, having an emotional connection is really fucking important to me, and it seems that a lot of girls my age
and in my area I suppose, being a commiefornian doesn't help tbdesu don't seem to share the basic sentiment of "If I date you, it is with the intent to do so for a while and then get married."
So Even if I DID improve myself I'd end up with a shitty discrepancy between my standards and my self confidence.
It's not that complicated right? I'm not just a mega overthinking autist?
At this point watching PC is almost half interest and entertainment and half cope.