>>62143342Thinking about heaven is my biggest cope. Not to be prideful and say I'm gonna get there for sure, but the thought of it all being over and getting eternal peace is the only comfort I have.
But sometimes I think about how everything is non-special, ugly, natural, animalistic, uncaring, the entire universe from the biggest galaxies down to the cellular level. How sentience is probably the same way, just a consequence of nature, that's going to escape my body and get swept away to inhibit new one, in another equally uncaring universe. And it makes me mortified.