>>15840150I don't. I'm a NEET with a heroin addiction and have her general streaming times memorized. Everyday I wake up and inject myself so that I'm unconscious until she begins to stream. I can't afford to buy a membership or even superchat because of how much money I spend on my addiction. Watching her streams is the only thing I have left. I literally can't eat without them because they are the only distraction I have, and I only have oatmeal, cereal and eggs. On days she doesn't stream or has membership streams I am high all day long, sometimes for several days straight. Everyday she doesn't stream is a year off my lifespan. I will literally die if she doesn't stream for me. I have no hope.