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Yuko, if you are here, I want you to know that I hold a love for you that's deeper than just surface or sexual level. Seeing your drive to achieve your goals and the enthusiasm you have for your fans has ignited a fire inside of me that I thought was long extinguished.
Since Christmas I've renewed my gym membership and along with exercising 4 days a week, trying to remain active the other 3, and rearranging my diet I've lost 14lbs (287lb > 273lb)
I've also made an effort to finally combat my unhealthy hygiene, reconnect with friends whom I've fallen out of contact with due to my moping, talked to my mother on the phone at least every other day, and have resumed my hobby of carpentry.
"Improve yourself" has been a meme on this board for a long time now, except with you I know that you would want us to do so due to the compassion and love you feel for us, not resentment or loathing. You want us to do better for OURSELVES, and I aim to live up to your standard. On the off chance you aren't /here/, I'm glad I was able to get this off my chest. I'd rather not spiel off on a marshmallow, comment, or reply. I just want to put it into the void out of the love I have for you.
We'll never be together, we'll probably never speak, but I will become the best version of me in hopes that I will come across a woman as supportive and incredible as you are that I can cherish with all of my heart.
Thank you.
