>>1363311First time is different from last. "Ugh, I have to listen to my voice again?" is a feeling that builds up over time, and it's not something that goes away either.
And yes, I'm sure she had fun during that stream, but that doesn't mean that she wouldn't have had more fun playing the same game off-stream with friend. Virtually none of the fun she has in her streams come from streaming itself, and all the parts that she dislikes do.
She just doesn't really like streaming very much, and a lot of people could already see that she's been enjoying it less and less, so it makes sense for her to start being honest about it with her fanbase. That way everyone c an be on the same page.