>>27510980She's literally mentioned on stream before that she's aware she has symptoms that seem to match autism, and she was shy to say the word and did so quietly/quickly - she doesn't think -she's- autistic herself, so she's trying to basically do the opposite of look to score victim points with it and assert she's not really that autistic.
Which is fair, she is very sociable in collabs etc when she loosens up, she's not 100% there - but the way she lives day to day seems very bumbling and awkward a lot of the time and she has very odd habits/interests (looking up strange stuff like horse dehoofing all day etc). She's a little off .. somehow.. just can't put my finger on what.
