>>27596141>I just can't ever shake the feeling she's pushing herself too hard and suffering undulyNo, yeah
She is.
But for some reason only she knows, she can take the load and be happy because the end result makes it worth for her.
She is slowly realizing how many of the things she does are not okay, or good for her self, her career or happiness, but being aware of a problem and course correcting are very different, and one is much harder.
I trust that with time she'll get to where she needs to be and do to be happy AND healthy or it will end in a tremendous dumpster fire.
Either way i get to cherish this experience of her life, of which i really can't influence anything (and god knows i shouldn't, the first 6 months after debut were a shit period of worry before i got over it).
Soooooo Mori Love and Mr Bones said you cannot get off the ride.
