>>35095140Because I think that side has always been her being more bitter and angry than this one, and I think being in Hololive brings out the best in her and helps her grow more.
I want her to spend more time and develop lasting relationships in it, have it be a bit more than just a gig like some of the other girls, and grow into an idol giving dreams and smiling.
I don't like the idea of it instead being an disappointed climber sitting on top of the mountain after finding out the shine at the top wasn't gold, but instead the sun glinting off the snow.
Or maybe not that exactly, but I really dunno how to put it, I just don't really know if she feels like she was just handed success and it really isn't hers.
I hate bringing it up again, and you can call me a threadshitter if you want, but the tweet about support from the other side while it was us that were supporting her and patiently waiting honestly made me feel kinda shitty.
Maybe she wants more than just Hololive or something like that, and that's fine, but sometimes I feel like I'm a bit left behind because I don't have any desire to watch flesh streamers or stuff like that, I like the small amount of disconnect that actually sort of helps me to, well, connect.
If she does want to move on to more while also being in Hololive and maybe splitting more of the time, thats fine and her decision to make, but I'll just be a little bit more lonely here.
I'll never stop loving my Mori, or forget her, though, maybe I'm just not all that right in the head.
