>>37040381Her weirdness is just cope for her to not acknowledge overall trends of declining/inclining, although IMO it's kind of a streisand effect about viewership. I think it's maybe an "if I don't see it it can't hurt me" kind of thing, extended to "if I force myself not to care and purposefully sabotage myself, I can always cope and tell others I could be bigger if I tried."
This also leads to things like the big Myth offcollab just popping up unannounced and handled all shittily however which does actually piss me off, I was simply very lucky to around to catch that but yes shit like that shouldn't just be glossed over.