>>44078948Touristing because I wanted to see the fallout from today, but this really hit.
Back after the love song duets and initial homo collabs I dropped her because she made it clear I'm not the type of person she wants as a viewer, but for months it really beat me up inside going cold turkey. Even to this day it still does sometimes. I wanted to be done with her for my sake but I made some weird compromise in my brain and I rewatched some 1st year first content, and that's when it really hit me that the person I was missing hadn't even been that person for a long time. That stung in its own way but at the same time eased things. I had always seen the posts that she changed and people bitching in general but it never bothered me, it was just watch Ame, post that Ame I really, really liked, and enjoy. But once that mindset's gone everything feels night and day.
Gay little diary entry but your post just made me think and it sums up my feelings better than anything.
Also stop coping by blaming Mori and just own the reality, Ame makes her own decisions.
Enjoy your whatever this is nowadays, gators.
