>>56469674>Would you restart your life from age 10/15/whatever if given the chance?Maybe somewhere in the 18-20 range? I have some regrets from middle/high school, but it was the most miserable time of my life and I spent almost every day dealing with suicidal thoughts. Maybe with some additional maturity/perspective I'd have done things better, but reliving middle and high school sounds fucking terrible and I wasn't even bullied or anything. I'm 4 years
and a currently 6 month long layoff into a career field I hate and wish I'd studied something different, but even in my late 20's it feels like it's too late for me to do anything else. I used to work for the state government as an intern and had a return offer, but I got a bit fucked over due to election year shenanigans putting on a hiring freeze when if I'd just worked 10ish hours a week for another 4 months they'd have just promoted me and I wouldn't have ended up going down the career path I did. I also tell myself I'd probably be better with women if I did go back, but judging from how I'm still a virgin who has never been on a date I doubt I'd actually have done any better.
>Do you fantasize about it often, or from time to time?I don't really think about it as a whole, just snapshots of past things I cringe at and wish I'd done differently.
