>>68837107No, that's not how it works. You are cucked either way, because she will never, ever even acknowledge your existence in a romantic way, she will never feel anything more than appreciation towards you, and that is perfectly fine! that is how it supposed to be. BUT, hearing about the fact that she does/did feel those feeling towards others, is uncomfortable either way. Because, ideally, they shouldn't be expressing such things on stream, so they could keep up the facade, and most sensible viewers acknowledge that it just exists in the background. And it's completely normal feeling to get somewhat dejected when it suddenly appears. Everyone here is parasocial, if they weren't, they wouldn't be watching the stream.
