I’m a yume Dragoon and admittedly got pretty hostile on twitter and youtube comments, I didn’t watch the black screen stream because I didn’t want to waste time listening to bullshit, until I learned that Doki supposedly kept a voice recording from like January last year…idk I thought I would ride or die with her but as someone who had a menhera friend record private conversations to threaten me, I just couldn’t believe Doki would do something like that…she’s so sweet and full of love and cares about the community so much, I didn’t want to believe it. Usually I would just ignore and move on but it has bothered me so much, so I bit the bullet and tried to listen to the stream, which is hard because Vox’s speech pattern drives me insane, like stop adding so much words to sound mature and shit, I hate that kind of moid the most.
Anyway, so right now what I gathered is that:
>Selen wanted to upload Last Cup of Coffee MV on Christmas
>Staff said song is ok but because graduated livers Nina and Mysta are in the MV she needs perms
>Selen said fuck that and uploaded anyway
>Staff got pissed and privated the MV
>Selen tells people to reupload, which broke the company rules
>She got stressed and committed suicide
>Discharged from hospital by the end of Dec
>Niji asked her to explain on twitter why the MV was privated, Selen said no
>Back and forth between niji and Selen
>Black screen stream said there’s several legal letters from past months as of the stream
>Only known ones are before 26/1 (date Selen wanted to graduate on) and 5/2 (supposed last straw that Niji fired her on the next day over)
>Her graduation request was denied because she broke the rules
>Voice recording is supposedly a test recording of a collab, which she had kept and given to her lawyer as evidence of unfair treatment within company
>According to Vox it was recorded around when AR Live was cancelled, so around Jan 2023
So it wasn’t the song perms that I previously thought was what niji got anal over, that’s the only misunderstanding I’d allow to correct myself over. I still think niji and those three livers are disgusting, and glad Doki got out to fully be herself, but I couldn’t watch her without thinking of that damn voice recording…why did I have to know about it, I could’ve stayed delulu and continued to love her. My alarm was her good morning voicepack, and I had to change it because I just couldn’t face her voice, I’m so sorry for sperging but I don’t know where else to wordvomit. Maybe I’ll get over it myself soon and go back to watching Doki and smiling like a damn idiot each time she laughs or makes cute sounds, or just being cute in general, I’m still going ahead with buying Doki merches, just hoping my yume filters would get fixed soon
