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15 years ago I developed a rare condition in my neck.
Pain is pain but agony is writhing. And so I did, year after year. That turned to screaming. That didn't stop for a long time, then that turned to the mental and suicide wards. I lost it completely. Eventually something when blank and i relearned to talk but have never been the same. I chased down every solution, every doctor, the highest level American healthcare institutions have had me as a patient. A fortune gone for nothing. No help. It's still like this at 41. Whatever drug or tactic you're about to suggest, tried it.
Internally i beg for death. Externally I shake and I'm lucky if I get a few bites of food before having to lay down again. Feels like I'm finally going and I hope it's soon. It has been difficult to type this.
If you're not in stabbing pain, celebrate.
