>>7621818I'm also 26 with no degree, no job living with parents, but with a plan. I was thinking of dying a few months back, but it's all gotten better since I have opened my eyes and allowed negative emotion in. I used to go through the motions never even knowing why I was doing things. No positive feelings, no dreams, no reward. Always sad, angry, starved for love. Constantly failing and missing opportunities life threw at me. Never allowed to feel down.
It's better now. I learned to not push negative emotion away. My whole life I was taught I needed to suppress that shit, and it was killing me slowly. All it took was for me to reconcile with the truckload of shit I have inside to slowly start getting better. When I'm like this, there's no limit to how much better things can be. /blog
