>>6577461I fell in love once. We knew each other since we were kids. we grew up hating each other and always arguing over the most pointless things. Then one year we hardly saw each other for a few months. One day I went to her house, she asks me why I came over, I told her because I was worried. She smiles and invites me inside, one thing leads to another I guess. Soon after that we were dating and in love. That was back in 2008. A year I wish I could forget. I don't want to post everything so I'll just say that I found out she was cheating on me. Well she pretty much cheats on every person she dates. Nobody knows why, not even her best friends. I let it get to me, hard. If she was faithful, life would be so much different right now, but it's not. I've dated a few girls after her, but it never worked out. For the last 3 years, all I do is fuck around without a care in the world. Deep inside, I'm just angry and sad. The only thing keeping me alive is my dream of finishing this story that I thought of since I was a kid.