>>7860672honestly i'm kinda in the same boat as you fren, but i mean frankly it just feels like a waste to throw your life away so soon. when i was 14 i felt like shit every day in highschool but a year later i just stopped giving a shit. life changes real quick ya know, especially when you're young. if you feel like just abandoning all your friends i wouldn't blame you, i did the same thing, but suicide would probably keep them up at night, wondering what they would've said to you. so hell, move out, start a new leaf, learn to control your temptations, find work, but just giving up this soon won't help anyone, least of all yourself.