>>7860672If you feel like this at 35 go through with it, until then you're just a kid, some people don't know what they want to do until later in life and their life sort of starts to flow then, but at 20 you've got a LOT of time to go, don't end before you've started, here's a nice tune for you that might help and a wallpaper
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTJ7AzBIJoI&ab_channel=steffyweffy777