>>7219617you will be depressed until she leaves your mind, you might still be after, you might remember her years later once or twice a week. but youll overall be happier. if she left you and is already with someone else she probably didnt like you as much as she liked the idea of a "a man" the object of a boyfriend. dont think about how you couldve done better, you wont get anywhere, just learn to hate yourself.