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I'm about at my limit with life. Nothing happened, which is kind of the point. It's been a slow burn into nothingness. I've been reading a lot of nihilist stuff lately (The Conspiracy Against the Human Race, The Trouble With Being Born) and it's been making a lot of sense. I just can't see a point to anything. My life is totally empty. I've written and scrapped five suicide notes in the past two months. I don't enjoy living but some instinct to survive or my own cowardice keeps me here. But I think those things are being worn down. And that both scares and relieves me.
