>>7860672Nigger what the fuck you talking about
You reached the infancy of your life. Who are you comparing yourself to? Who is your idol? Whoever it is, you live in a different time and in different place. You haven't had a taste of life, how painful and beautiful and wonderful it can be at the same time.
My nigger, life is made of mistakes. A whole bunch of them. The only person you have to impress is yourself. And you can. Just by pushing day to day. At 20 you don't know shit, believe me.
As Ozzy said, dying is easy, it's living that's hard.