>>7860672Hey man. I know you're set and all, but as a thought experiment, instead of leaving this world by killing yourself why not just leave your current world and disappear off the radar? I mean pack your stuff and go to another town/country/continent and see how far you can go. Or just fuck off to Antarctica, far, far away from people. In my early twenties I fucked off by joining the Navy. Single best decision I ever made. Saw the vast and beautiful expanse of our world and got much closer to becoming a man I would want to be. Either way you decide OP, godspeed to you fren. We never met, but you're my bro. Godspeed man. Here's a pic I took while at sea. Over there, on the distant horizon you can see an American destroyer.