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i cant belive im writing this..
Well so for the past 4 months, I have been infatuated with this girl that is nothing but the perfect woman to me. she's into motorcycles, likes good music, is a beautiful 10/10.
Lucky me I am the closest to her type in the class, so she spent every break during college with me. Just me and her talking about life, hers and mine and how different they are, the bullshit in her daily life, and just asking questions for fun and getting coffee every once in a while on our breaks. For the last 2 months I thought I had her, I guessed she noticed all the signs i've been giving her, hoping that she actually feels the same way back. Up until the beginning of last week she has shown me signs back and me just having someone like that in my life has made me the happiest man in the world. Well since last week she has been slowing down the talking and spending more time on her phone. Mid last week we went out to the parking lot because she wanted to send a snapchat of her friend's car and I instantly knew something was up. Since then the talking has died down a bit, the golden heart we had beside our snapchat names disappeared and she hasn't replied to a single snap i've sent in the past 2 days.
Earlier today she posted a snap on her story of some guy and her eating dinner at a table in a restaurant. Captioned like "with thiiis goof" and a heart emoji. Fuck my life.
Honestly, right now, i've lost all feeling. I want time to pass by so I can try to meet someone new that can compare to her. I don't know what to do and I don't have anyone to go to to talk about any of this because i've dedicated all my time into the beautiful woman i've felt love for and not enough into my friends that I desperately need right now. So what's the point.
Life is pointless, it's time for me to learn that. I mean nothing to nobody anymore.
Sorry for spamming, try to have a good life everyone, I know i wont.