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Just a bit of advice OP: go see a therapist or a guidance counselor if you haven't already. They will try to locate the problem, and will provide pathways to betterment whether it be medication, getting rid of or dealing with an outside problem, or a philosophical solution. Don't look around on the internet for advice. None of it will be tailored to your situation. You need to take the first step and seek help. Please OP.