>>7860592Your pape shows a feeling of longing for something that isn't here. You can fuck off and kill yourself which will change nothing. Or you take out a loan under a fake name and travel to Peru and stand on top of Machu Picchu when the first fog of the morning rolls around. Or you can visit the Easter Islands and see those giant Moai with your own eyes. Or you can take a train on the outskirts of the Japanese railways system and take in the breeze on the shores of the south of Kyushu.
If everything is hopeless and you want to end it why not do some breath taking shit before you leave. I don't get such simple minded brats like you.