>>7929898Got a chance to study CS in the US, but went there right when corona hit. I too wish I had delayed my start by a semester or so.
I wasn't ready for the fucking online classes and isolation while paying full in-person out-of-state fees. Let's just say I lived in the most populated city of my third-world shithole and went straight to a deserted redneck college town. The experience was rough to say the least.
I am now 22, no degree, no job, wasting away in my parent's home back in this land of savages. I am devastated with no will to continue. I know I can create other opportunities/try again since I'm not too old yet. But I have lost any confidence I had in my abilities. I have even started stuttering fml.
Looking back, I know what I could have done better but that alone can't help me. What I need is a lot of grit to get anywhere. A lot of grit. Also, I have asian parents so iykyk. Life never was/never is/never will be a fair game.
