>>7273733Not to sound arrogant or foolish but I think I have the answer to our lives and that may help fill the void you're missing. It's not an answer per say, it's a method of obtaining the answer. I need to post a shitty picture to explain it.
First you need to be willing to look at the truth, any and all, and to be honest with yourself. Truth is a double edged sword that can cut clean through so it's understandable why many don't like it. Then you need to make a Self Determined Sacrifice towards Discovering and Maintaining the Truth of Balance. That's it. It's vague and spacious for a reason, we are all different and we all live different lives.
Balance your Material needs: sex, food, knowledge, money, shelter; your Spiritual needs: praying, meditating, journaling, dreaming, staring at a wall; and your Social needs: relationships, morals, rules, roles, talking.
Material for you have a body in this physical world and is limited by the laws of the universe. You can't live a good life without a well functioning body, or Strength. Spiritual for as you go through life, you encounter many scenarios with lots of different people on lots of different paths. Spiritual, or self reflecting on the past, present and future and wisdom, will show you your path in life and how it interacts best with other people's paths, or Meaning. Social for other people exist and life Can be easier when people work towards a commonality, or Purpose.
How you balance the 3 puts you on the cross of Good & Evil, Order & Chaos. God is Good. You're not God, the perfect ideal. Good is bad. Satan is Evil. You're not Satan, without any ideal. Evil is Bad. Order won't change and can't adapt. Order is Bad. Chaos won't persist and is temporary. Chaos is Bad. The center is an Eye for it's something you need to discover and it's something you need to maintain. The edge is bad and the center is good.
