>>7730128last san valentine i said to a girl friend that i like her
we were friends for like 10 years, she is currently ghosting me and i think she will never talk to me again
the next day i had a small party with like 5 friends and i endup smashed and crying in the arms of another girl friend (has a bf right now, love that girl, if i could marrie her i would do it)
last couple of weeks i have been fucking depressed, the only think that calm my mind is working out
its so hard to be loved back? its something wrong whit me? im 22 now and i just have an ever increasing list of failures in love, i really dont get it, i go out a lot, im fairly popular, im fit and well dressed, im great but i dont feel great anymore
whats the fucking point of putting all my effort in to being the best person i can be if im just going to be alone? maybe i should just give up in myself and dedicate all my effort in to my carreer, maybe money can buy love