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Anonymous Thu 25 Feb 2021 04:27:45 No.7730128 View View Reply Original Report

Feels post. Post whatever you want and finally let off some steam and talk about whats been troubling you. This are hard and dark times but we must belive in a better tommorow.

Artist name: Artem Demura

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HP Thu 25 Feb 2021 04:53:46 No.7730139 Report

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I'm 25, turning 26 in April. I fell in love for the first time in 5 years. She was pretty amazing. She convinced me I could be loved, that I could maybe love again. I'd put so much work into my physical fitness and mental health over those single years--running, meditating, eating well most recently. I thought I could be different. When we first started going out, we said it felt like we'd known each other our whole lives. It was tough navigating quarantine. She got COVID because she decided to travel for christmas, and we spent a lot of time apart.
Anyways. I hadn't changed as much as I'd thought. My needy anxiety slammed into the uncaring wall of her depression and we just spent our two months, ten days together mostly hurting each other. We weren't good or bad individuals...just pretty terrible together.
So I scrolled through my wallpaper folder. And I saw this. Unbelievably, after all these years...how could something like this give me hope in a moment like today? The day after we broke it off? So I logged onto motherfuckin' /wg/, for the first time in years, because there's nothing quite so relaxing as expanding my wallpaper folder, seeing the beauty you all want to share.
And you know, I still think that maybe I can love and be loved, without my anxiety tearing things apart.
Good luck with whatever boulder you're pushing today, anon.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Thu 25 Feb 2021 07:42:51 No.7730165 Report

Quoted By: >>7730959

I don't like my girlfriend anymore, and I'm afraid to break up with her cuz she's at a very low point in life.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 00:08:20 No.7730916 Report

Quoted By: >>7730959

I'm suck in New York city right now with a fiancée that wants to live here forever. I live in a 9x12 foot room every day, either at my desk or in bed, and all I can think about is my time back in Indiana. I love nature, I love hiking, being alone in the wilderness, being away from people, but as it stands now, our downstairs neighbors blast music all the time, even 4am, there are either fireworks or gunshots every night, police sirens, people honking and screaming right outside, the air is stagnant and smelly since we cant really leave our room, and barely any sunlight ever reaches us. I go out maybe once every three weeks for an hour to get groceries, or run a small errand, but even when I'm outside there's always a person or a noise or a smell that's assaulting me. I feel so alone in these feelings because my Fiancée doesn't feel the same way at all. I wish I could be with someone who understands and appreciates the beauty of solitude in nature, and who can be emotional with me, but its been so cold for years now. Because of certain circumstances, I can't really leave either. I feel trapped and all I want to do is drop everything in my life and live alone in a cabin outside of a small town.

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justingod Sat 27 Feb 2021 01:23:36 No.7730950 Report

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justingod Sat 27 Feb 2021 01:24:58 No.7730951 Report

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justingod Sat 27 Feb 2021 01:26:47 No.7730952 Report

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 01:46:16 No.7730959 Report

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>>7730139
>>7730165
>>7730916

I truly believe in you guys, whatever you decide to do since now on

>Pic related

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 02:03:35 No.7730973 Report

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life is been ok the last couple years but older i get the more worried i am that i wont be finnancially stable im in a 2nd world balkan country the only real skills i have is 3 years of being a mechanic and "IT skills". Its getting harder and harder to get up in the morning and go to school, there are days where nothing is wrong im rested i ate good and yet i dont want to even go to the gym i hate my self for being lazy as much as i say i dont need school to do well in life im worried will i even be able to get a good job that pays ok and that i dont hate

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 02:26:01 No.7730994 Report

Quoted By: >>7730996

I literally lost a friend because he was manipulated by some faggots. He turned into a 100% trans and lgbt supporter, all his identity was replaced by "supporting" those idiots, he started to ghost me after I told him what I think. I don't want to listen about how kids should learn about tranies at school anymore.

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 02:27:34 No.7730996 Report

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>>7730994
Forgot a pic

Anonymous

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 02:56:57 No.7731006 Report

Quoted By: >>7732039

>>7730128
last san valentine i said to a girl friend that i like her
we were friends for like 10 years, she is currently ghosting me and i think she will never talk to me again
the next day i had a small party with like 5 friends and i endup smashed and crying in the arms of another girl friend (has a bf right now, love that girl, if i could marrie her i would do it)
last couple of weeks i have been fucking depressed, the only think that calm my mind is working out
its so hard to be loved back? its something wrong whit me? im 22 now and i just have an ever increasing list of failures in love, i really dont get it, i go out a lot, im fairly popular, im fit and well dressed, im great but i dont feel great anymore
whats the fucking point of putting all my effort in to being the best person i can be if im just going to be alone? maybe i should just give up in myself and dedicate all my effort in to my carreer, maybe money can buy love

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 04:21:14 No.7731033 Report

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>>7730973
the world is a crushing place sometimes. Never feel horrible for needing to rest, that is your body/mind telling you to calm down for a minute.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 04:30:17 No.7731034 Report

Quoted By: >>7731079 >>7731649

I'm 20 years old now, and knowing that is nauseating. I have to figure out exactly who I'm going to be and how, tomorrow. People put so much pressure on me and I need to perform all the time. I am kicking ass in my opinion.

Sometimes, though... I just want to feel nothing. I want to be a near emotionless robot. Then I could be endlessly responsible and caring, without any of the baggage of fatigue or mental illness.

I am sick and fucking tired of online school. I did two and a half years of online high school, and then I did a half year of some in-person community college classes and some fully online.

Then, covid hit. Now I'm stuck in my room most days, fending off depression with a spear, trying to manage my anxiety by any means necessary and keep up on my responsibilities. I feel lucky to be who I am, and I also want to die nearly every day.

I keep going solely because I am also lucky enough to have a lot of people who truly care about me and want the best for me. Otherwise, I would have committed suicide many years ago. I am tired.

I am so fucking tired. All the time. I need to call in and get help for my sleep apnea, but for some stupid reason I keep putting it off. Probably because I have convinced myself I'm busier than I actually am. I digress...

I'm also extremely unhealthy and romantically lonely. It was a mistake to date at all in high school. Now I know what it's like to be in long-term relationships with immature chicks and I wish I didn't. Right after those relationships I got sexually harassed and abused by this dude named Eric. He was a fucking scumbag sociopath, so now I'm stuck also feeling completely sexually corrupted and I'm still somewhat addicted to porn, which I have to hide from literally everyone.

All things considered I feel somewhat fine, I know I'm going to live way longer than I want to. I am tired of covid and tired of life as it is. Hopefully I can do more party drugs in my down time and get more done in my productivity hours

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 06:43:54 No.7731058 Report

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 08:11:58 No.7731079 Report

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>>7731034
your not alone brother everyone has troubles u got this

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Anonymous Sat 27 Feb 2021 19:13:13 No.7731239 Report

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don't like sharing my issues, here's a pape i really like tho

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Anonymous Sun 28 Feb 2021 09:12:48 No.7731649 Report

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I had a dissociative episode for the first time in my life recently. It was scary as fuck, I felt like the world had turned 2D and I was worried it would never end. My uncle's life was destroyed by paranoid schizophrenia and I'm always wondering when or if it'll happen to me too. Also I'm so fucking depressed and lonely yo.

>>7731034
I'm sorry dude. I'm 22 and the feeling of entering adulthood when your mental health is in the shit is so overwhelming. Hope it gets better for the both of us one day.

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Anonymous Mon 01 Mar 2021 00:44:21 No.7732039 Report

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>>7731006
sooo...
the girl i cryed in her arm...
yeah i asked her if she was a virgin too
and she answered that she was too
and my answer?
>i dont bealive you....
she had been dating a frind for like a year and a half
how was i suppouts to bealive her?
she felt insulted and (what felt like) 2 hours of conforting me she went to seelp while i didnt stop crying like a funking baby

what is wrong whit me?

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