>>7198017Hey bud, that's rough. You can't affect how other people feel about you. I know you feel you let that girl on, but you're just as surprised with your feelings as she is. You can't control how you feel, sometimes it fucks with what you think, but they aren't the same thing.
I see the bright side which is that you can still be married with kids, assuming you live in the West. Things just take time to fall into place when it comes to knowing what you want.