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I am very very tired, in the existing sense, but content.
I got stuck with a disease you shouldn't in 2019, almost lost my life due it in 2020, had an operation which in my eyes ruins a lot of my comfortable moments and generally haven't been able to turn off without thinking about death work or education. Had to put a halt to a trade job I was in even though I enjoyed it greatly because of the anaemia coming back due to said disease, and everyone I know including the nice people at the job have all basically decided to just let me rest. So i'm very very tired of existing, and I am happy that I get to NEET out for a while and stare into space, I have a couple friends, a comfy bed, and an entire countryside up the road, despite my exhaustion, I do feel content, it's easier to do when you don't care about everybody else in this world. I hope I stop feeling tired though.
