>>6775460This last part over there anon, about wanting to be better, that was and still is my driving force and it's working out pretty well. No cheating was involved but it was a 5yo relationship and it was going nowhere even though we loved each other and we had do end it or end up being two miserable people.
Sadness came and stayed for a long time BUT since this thought sat on my head, wanting to be someone better than me, than her than everyone, I am able to move forward with great things in my life.
It might sound selfish or "believe in yourself" cheesy tumblr stupidity but it works. Yes it is a competition and cheating your way through won't get anywhere. Be a better person of you.
Also bootin.