>>7353343having a gf in your mental state will not help you but rather hurt you. Imagine all the stress it will bring to the table when you worry if she will stop loving you, or worrying about her finding out she's too good for you. You need to find some internal validation first and respect yourself. This will make your socially retardedness seemingly disappear as well but it is a long process. After that, the gf is not hard to get, and you won't have the complexity of managing relationships to worry about in your current feeble state of mind.
