>>7548961Well OP, thanks for the ask.
I've fell in love with a woman I shouldn't have an now am struggling to shake the feeling, she floats around me and appears in my dreams constantly; the woman showed interest in me when we first met and I can see now I was cruel in response, I failed to see it and dismissed it; friends told me and I shrugged it off in arrogance; now I am genuinely interested in her and she has moved on.
I feel loathsome and don't know whether to confess my love and hope to be spurned so that I can recover from it or to tramp on watching her from afar.