>>7050868It's easier said than done, but you gotta just let go and look after yourself first. You can't take care of anyone properly until you can take care of yourself.
You gotta embrace who you are, too. I used to hate myself because of how cynical I was about people, but I found that people liked me that way as long as I was honest. I grew to like the part of myself that trusts very little and people respond to that. I probably sound very hippie-ish and 'far out, bro', but you just gotta do what you want and become comfortable with yourself and you'll attract the right kinds of people.