>>7318651I'm sorry to hear that OP, truly. When I was twelve I lost my mother to an aneurysm, I was the only one home besides my autistic sister and had to perform cpr. I don't know your exact situation, but just remember, no matter how much you miss them and how much it hurts through the years, they want you to live for them. 14 years later and I still miss her with all my heart, and my sister who passed five years later, but the pain dulls, you will make it, just remember not to give up, not for yourself, but for them.
