>>7860628Nah, that's straight up a lie. You wouldn't have included what you plan to do if you weren't looking for people to comment on it.
You're only 1/4 of your way through life, possibly, probably, even, less than that, so don't think that you've got it all figured out. Objectively speaking, you haven't come close to experiencing the best *or* worst that life has to offer. This is the one and only shot at experiencing anything at all as an intelligent being that you get (as far as I can tell), so unless you are literally being tortured day in and day out in some hellhole somewhere toughen the fuck up and improve your circumstances as best as you can. You're not trapped in a mine in the Congo somewhere. You're not an indentured servant of some company with nets up around the roof so you can't jump off the building. You're not being held captive somewhere against your wishes. You have so many fucking advantages and conveniences and otherwise over so many other people it's fucking insane that you'd think to just quit out of the only chance you have to experience anything ever because you're going through a tough time emotionally at TWENTY years old, for fucksake.
The truth of the matter is that you don't want to kill yourself, that you're looking for reasons not to and inspiration to improve yourself, and that you chose this board, a fucking wallpapers board, of all places, to vent your "Well, I just turned an age that ends in 0, so I guess I'm sad now" angst. Good grief. Regardless, I wish you the best of luck.
Oh, and here's a wallpaper! Also: this new Captcha system fucking sucks.