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I've realized that all I have in life is my gf.
My dad died when I was 21, my mom died last year when I was 28, my brother lives in another city and is always busy with his family and working, we barely see or talk to each other, I got my degree and came back to the family's home, except its not a family home anymore, its an old house, way too big, with way too many rooms for me where I spend every day alone waiting for nothing in particular.
The only break from this is my gf, we've been together for 2 years and she is great, the funniest girl I've met and I love her, but she has been really busy recently with work and we got into an argument over it, she was supposed to come over to mine but she got a call from work to cover some girl the next day and accepted it, I got mad at her and she got mad at me for putting me over work stuff, we are alright now but this made me realize that she is all I have left in life, I have no motivation, no goals, all my friends fucked off to work in random spots all over the country, I dont even want to talk with her about this because I dont wanna feel like Im asking her to take care of me and my depression, I know she is worried but I dont know what to do.
