>>7967783I take comfort in my depression at some points. It's like the feeling one may have when they are sick with a head cold, almost like they are under water. The world becomes distant as you lay in bed, lucid but not quite there, you sink into your sheets as nothing seems to matter, you give into it, laying still, watching the sun crest the window sill. Depression is often construed as a cold feeling which it is, but the feeling isn't of being cold on the inside but being surrounded by it. You huddle around the fire that it has built for you, unable to move from it's warmth, unless you risk being bitten by the blizzard it has formed around you. This is romanticize a bit and doesn't cover the other aspects of depression but I think it's a good way to get a feeling of what apathy generated by depression feels like, ranging from not so bad to crushing. Depression sucks ass though, wouldn't recommend.
