>>7185213Anon, i really appreciate this thread.
I currently have no idea what i want to do or have any idea of anything. It might just sound dumb, but i really feel like i am falling into a mental bottomless pit, beginning to feel nothing but sadness. I don't enjoy the uni course i am doing, i am not confident enough to go out and find a girl but even then my family would not approve of me finding a partner because they are religious. I have 3 best friends and all 3 of them are unstable, one is always filled by ego and anger, the second one doesn't care about a single thing in life or that is what it seems, and the other is on nihilistic like i am right now. I just want to be in an endless utopia, but it is not reality so for now i will just post and look at good wallpapers by friendly anons. Again, thanks for the thread Anon, may good fortune come to you in this wickedly evil world