>>7397988I'm back again, It's been two weeks My mothers side of the family has been blowing up my phone with texts and calls asking why I gave up on the family. Its been really digging at me I'm still living with my dad about to finish senior year. My friends are dropping like flys. these aren't just some guys I met through the years these are the guys I've known since 8th grade today the last of them told me it's because of I'm so negative and he's tired of trying to pull me out of it. to quote an anons reply to my last post
>Dont leave this world on the wrong terms. I've taken that to heart and I'm really trying to keep the steam going in the engines. I've found it harder to wake up now and overall I've given up on hygiene I'm hoping this summer ill be able to just disappear for a bit and rethink some life choices. Shit Anons what should I do to start getting my head out of the smoke. 