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So I had a crush on this girl since December 2014. At this time we were going to the same school but are both to shy to talk to each other. So we just write a lot of text messages. End of december she finds out I have a crush on her. But she is also giving me signs that she is interested. As stupid as I am I still don't have the balls to talk to her.
Mid January I found out she has a boyfriend now. We stopped writing and I let her go even though she was never mine. I saw her everyday in school kisssing her boyfriend and thinking: "You could be that you fucking idiot!"
So time passed and my friends tell me her relationship is very bad because they're breaking up every month and coming back together. Because of her boyfriend who is cheating on her all of the time. But she somehow forgives him every time. So I let her be and focus on myself. Eventually getting a new girlfriend in December 2015.
Fast forward to mid march 2016.
I am at a friends party and then she walks in. At first we don't talk because we never did it before so I just try to relax and enjoy this night with my mates. The later it get's the more drunker we get. After some drinking games we end up drunk sitting on the balcony and talking about life and finally end up cuddling in the bed of the host of the party. I know she is still together with her boyfriend so I don't try anything. About 4 am the party finds an end and I bring her to her house because she is way to drunk at this time. Back home I constantly think about her and all the feelings that are coming back....