>>6089815brother, i went through something similar. i've been with a woman for 9 months, 9 months we were inseparable, 9 months we loved each other. just last weekend she broke up with me out of the blue. She cited her reasoning to be that she just didn't love me anymore. i was ready to give a ring to this woman. hell, i even bought one right out for 4K. i was so ready to make the commitment, then out from under me she withdrew. i took her virginity, i was her first real kiss, i was her first everything. she didn't want anything serious anymore. it was brutal, i wept for days, i could barely finish my training with the Army for the two fallowing days, i could barely sleep. But when i did sleep, all i dreamed about was her. i was dying brother, eaten alive by all the good memories and moments we shared. but i realized something that saved me tons of heart ache. i realized that she moved on, that she no longer dwells on me. its a tough thing to swallow and still gets me choked up. but i understood that she closed the door on me. so i needed to close the door on her, so i did. it still stings, but the sting is good, it means you are alive and fully capable of finding a better woman. one to treat you right. You got this Anon. i believe in you.