>>6619024Why the fuck were you going to kill yourself before even quitting your job? If you hate your job then quit. There are many ways to make a living that don't involve working for someone.
If you're really on the verge of suicide then you should be living your life as if you have nothing to lose. Try psychedelics, many people say a single psychedelic experience can change your entire perspective on life. Try traveling, you don't need money, as long as you have a cheap vehicle to sleep in and a gym membership for a place to shower every day, you can go anywhere you want.
No one else can give you a reason to stay alive, that's up to you to figure out.