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>Be me
>17
>No idea what it was like to be in love
>There was this girl I knew, she was in the year below me
>She was cute but had a boyfriend
>I only ever saw/talked to her once a week in a lesson we shared.
>One week I noticed she wasn't there
>Turns out they broke up
>Being me I messaged her and extended the offer to talk if she needed
>Before I knew it she wanted to come to my house
>Later I found out not for a rebound but just to get away from home for awhile
>I was cool with this, and we became really close friends
>I found she was extremely emotional over her bf, and became somewhat depressed/suicidal
>I just wanted to help her through it as a friend does
>Jump forward, we're on summer holidays
>We literally do everything together and I catch feels
>I find out she likes her ex's older brother, my best friend
(I know right how fucking weird is that?)
>Jealousy takes over
>One night she messages me, drunk and she ended up hooking up with 3 dudes at a party.
>I ignore it, it has nothing to do with me
>Jump forward 2 weeks, she randomly cancels plans with me or doesn't turn up to catch ups
>I try to explain how that makes me feel and each time I do she breaks into tears, thinking im leaving her
>Jump forward another 2 weeks
>I keep denying my feelings for her even though it is ruining our friendship
>I went from wanting to help, to wanting to spend my life with her
>One night i can't take it anymore
>I send her a message, explaining how I constantly feel like she doesn't try to make this friendship work, a friendship she tells me is so important to her
>She doesn't reply
>I know i've fucked up and beg to see her
>Still nothing
>I get no sleep that night and wake up to a text from her mother the next morning.

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