>>7818441>>7818440wow
how can I get back to that mental state of deep optimism, inner coziness and so on? I remember when winter came, I'd breathe in that cold air that had that winter-specific smell, I'd walk in the parks, I remember that exact scene in that pic, that of a light illuminating the trees, heavy snowfall, cold but not too cold (bearable without having to cover your face)
lots of mystery, optimism, lots of possibilities, hope (you could say), feeling in tune, everything going in the right direction, just minor amounts of self doubt or fear, no dread, perfect coziness, the wind blowing, snowflakes dancing in the air, you could watch this shit for hours, it was just so peaceful and mesmerizing, in such a way that it just made my mind perfectly still. Every breath I'd take would purify my mind, made me stiller, more fascinated with the immediate surroundings. Then everything made sense. Those benches, the light poles, technology, cables around me, the houses. How to get back to that?
