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>be 11
>used to have a thing with my parents where if I was a good girl I would get to sleep with one of them in their double bed while the other slept in my bed on sunday night
>in bed with my dad
>hes asleep
>started thinking about how this is the bed my parents have sex in
>start thinking about how I'm laying in the spot my mum sleeps in and my dad probably gets ontop of her right here
>start to get turned on properly for the first time
>start to wonder what sex feels like
>figure I could just simulate those feelings myself
>start rubbing my pussy without even knowing what masturbation is yet
>making a lot of shuffling and bed spring noises but my dad is a heavy sleeper
>start getting wet and it starts making the classic shlicking noise
>start feeling like I really need to pee
>never wet the bed before so figure it's safe to keep going
>my whole body tenses up
>my dad suddenly says "whatever you're doing, stop it and go to sleep" without turning over towards me
>he tells me this as I'm having my first ever orgasm
>the extreme shame and panic just enhances it
>my entire body feels like its vibrating but I hold my breath so I dont moan
>it's pitch black so he can't see anything but from his tone of voice he definitely knew what I was doing
>stay awake from the crushing guilt for hours until I pass out and then never talk about it
hormones: what kinda first sexual experience you want?
me: just fuck my sexuality up
